Kevin made it!

       We had a follow up check up today, had some laboratory tests, at last traces of blood in his urine has gone, meaning medecines responded so well on him.  Yes!  I am relieved and worry no more.   I  can concentrate again for my review.  

       Thanks to all my friends here who wished Kevin to get well...thanks to Mom E, shades, Deena and Beth, you helped me uplift my spirit during this down moments. To all those silently reading my blog,love you guys!
    

Get well soon Kevin!

While i am busy reviewing,  problems come here and there..... yesterday my youngest son Kevin has diagnosed  with kidney infections, i don't understand much of all those medical terms told by his pediatrician. I am trying very hard to comprehend all those terms.  He got high fever and blood stains in his urine, and few lymph nodes on the left side of his neck.  So i had to rushed him to the hospital,it was alarming!  He underwent some laboratory tests....urine, blood and lung x-rays  now he is at home for observation and medication, and be back on wednesday for a follow up check up and another laboratory tests.  I hope and pray the medicines will respond.     I am  closely monitoring him, and i am glad he acts normally and seems not sick at all, still hyperactive, not heeding the advise of his pedia......he is a kid indeed!  Somehow it is also a relief for me it is less stressful.  Get well soon my baby!   I LOVE YOU!!!

Wish to see you!

      I am busy preparing for my upcoming exam at the embassy of Canada,this is what i am waiting for barely a year now.  I hope i can make it so i can eventually go and work there.  

I have been contemplating on it long time ago, for the future of my kids.  At last i got a chance, so now my turn to either make it or break it at this time.  I chose Canada because this is one of the best place to live in, so many praises and beautiful stories about the people, the environment, all things in general.  So wish me luck guys and please help pray for this.

Emotions......Unleashed!

  Today, i feel so low and sad.  I am trying to please you,at least be with you even for awhile.  You know that it does not happen all the time or anytime we want it.  Do you know that i am always excited whenever we have a chance to talk?  Do you know how much i am thrilled everytime we talk?  Or maybe we are only both tired today,or you are just so insensitive that you don't care.  Maybe you are tired of listening to my same old stories....no thrill at all!  You know that it never and never will i ever have a new stories to tell.  It always be my everyday chores in the house,kids and what they do.  I too sometimes feel bored to all of these things,do i have a choice?  I don't even know sometimes if i am still effective as a mother to them.  Sometimes i feel, i am just their buddy or nanny and maid all at the same time.

          I wish things would be different and if i could only turn back time.  Maybe i would have a better and organized perpective.   But i don't regret of having to be with my kids, it's all worth it.

     Sorry if i neglected you most of the time,for always being focused on the kids. Sorry because i could not give you my best whenever we got a chance.  Have you ever thought too, that i myself has deprived of being myself?  I could not complain because i have no right.  Or i am only selfish?  

      I LOVE YOU, that's the fact,i intend to be with you for life ( whether you like it or not) and  no matter what.

     It always compensates me whenever i read the poem(you said a song)  you made for me.  Though short but it meant so much.  Despite my shortcomings you are still there for me,i am touched!

      

         dont be mad, dont be sad

what i did is not so bad
for to disown me it takes no time
be calm and give it some time
 
 
when u went wrong i smiled
for i knew your miseries piled
patient enough i waited for you
u will be back soon sure i knew
 
when i went wrong u frown
and u felt i let u down
may be ur right in a way
give it some time is what i say
 
love me like i love you and i will love you even more.
 
smile and get back.
 

       

Summer Escapades

     Summer and school vacations are always what my kids look forward to.Time for strolling ,swimming,going to anywhere, playing  endlessly and tirelessly.This time of year our bonding moment too, we can do all things together,my chance of teaching little things on household matters.I believe, although they are all boys, they still need to learn things at home.Nowadays, household chores should be shared by all member of the house.They dont' like the idea, but i am the boss, so i imposed,lol.

      Back to summer,here some nice places to go to.

                                             ........entrance to the underground river

                                              ........ fascinating  place.....beach!
                        ........... a date with this creature,love it!
                                    ..........tubataha reef...great for diving
                                                ........boracay beach,great for swimming.

Easter....The Risen Christ!

          Rising of Christ from the dead always gives hope and new beginning to all those who believes in HIM.

         HAPPY EASTER TO ALL!!!!!